photography.

here's just a few pictures from the past couple weeks. actually i think he was only 2 weeks old in these pictures so these are 5 weeks old haha. enjoy!
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look at his blue blue eyes. just like a sapphire.

hallelujah.

this is my perfect little family. i honestly cant remember life without these three people in my life, && i truly pray that i never have to live with out them.



every day is a miracle. i wish more peole would see that a take advantage of the moment. when you sit around waiting for something to happen, your waiting hopelessly, if you go out and make something happen, for one you will be happier, but secondly, it might actually happen! if you lose yourself in the service of others you will have nothing to complain about. [:

on a different note, a friend showed me a video on youtube that had the recording of the song hallelujah sang by john allred. i fell in love with the song and so now i've printed off the sheet music and i'm going to go learn how to play it on the piano. kind of excited. its been years i think since i learned a new song. hopefully i remember how to play. ;]

love to all! <3

just more love.

baby A is getting so big. a little bit ago, the doherty's took me with them on their family photo shoot and this is the picture i have seen so far. i cant wait to see more of them together.



I've visited a couple of times in his short life and it just seems surreal how perfect the situation is. it may be hard for outsiders to understand how it works with me being so involved with their life but to us, any other way would feel so wrong. it's amazing to know that because i decided to make choices that were right and started letting God help me in my life, he took on all my past pain, && helped me through the past month. everything is okay. Just liked God promised me it would be the night i decided to give my baby up for adoption. everything is more than okay. i am so blessed and Aidan is the most loved baby in the entire world! its amazing how i never thought i could love anything more than i love my family, or like my puppy, or my kitties. but the love i have for him is so strong and so unbreakable its absolutely indescribable. only a mother would know what i'm talking about.
he's a month old this oct. 11th, time flew way to fast and i have a feeling a better start cherishing the moments before they're all gone. i love my baby and his family.